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Tuesday, September 1st, 2009

Time:4:42 pm.
So last night after he did not come home, as I hoped. I cried a bit and slept alone with the light on. Woke up at random around seven (??) and moments later he pulled into our lot and came into the house.
I guess he thought I was asleep and the boys decided to go to the diner for breakfast after a long night of god knows what, and when I heard the door close and lock again I jumped out of bed with my sheet wrapped around me and ran to the door opening it just as he stepped off of the porch and onto the grass.
I asked where are you going?, and are you coming back? and he said told me they were getting breakfast. I asked, eating out? and he said yes but he'd be back.. But I'll be gone I have work in less than an hour and began to sob again. 
He came back in and I told him I opened for the next two days, when would I see him. He held me and told me he loved me.. he let me squeeze him with a strong hug and then he kissed me and told me he loved me again. I walked further into the house and he followed me and hugged me again, I could feel that he was concerned about me.
Then I went to work and had a really hard time keeping it together. I told Jason I was going through something really difficult and he could see that it was not a light matter. They sent me home around 12 after I got everything I was responsible for done.
I drove home as fast as I could hoping he'd still be in bed when I got here so that I could lay back down with him and as I walked in the door his alarm went off. I crawled into bed next to him and he asked me why I was home. I told him and cried again and he lay with me and held me and let me cry and then when I calmed down we stayed still.
Soon he got up to go into the shower, not feeling well after his night and less than four hours of sleep. When he got out of the shower he laid back down with a headache and asked me if I could rub his back, which I love. So I did for ten minutes until he literally had to get up, dress and leave. And on his way out he kissed me and I sent him with his cd.
Less than an hour later my phone rang and he said "I just wanted to call you and tell you that I love you..."  and he went on to mention a lot of other more normal things just random info about having Neil come over to look at the computer, or Jason set up the iPhone/iPod.
I texted him [i love you so much i dont know what to do with myself]

I think we might be getting back to a place where he and I will still be "we". At least that's what I'm hoping for.
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Subject:September 13, 2004
Time:1:00 am.
"ive let myself become so neglected that im romantically crippled. wonderful... an onion is an onion.. it looks uncomplicated...but ill fool you yet. the more layers you pull back the more it makes you cry..."


Exactly one week later he kissed me for the first time and changed my life forever, and now.. now I don't know where I stand.
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Subject:oh its a problem
Time:12:05 am.
Mood: crushed.
Music:Brandi Carlile The Story.
Today I start to write in my livejournal again. I am completely heart broken. I hadn't eaten since Sunday morning until Deena came to my rescue. If Laura hadn't been here I don't know what it would've been like. I couldn't decide whether to sit or stand. I vomited. And i begged... I don't know what will happen but the battle has just begun. Oh I've got game.. 

To Laura via facebook:
Carrie Kaiser August 31 at 11:42pm
[...] cause im kind of busy trying to get the love of my life back.. im unloading my arsenal of romantic bullshit as we speak.. deploying upbeat heartbreak begging-you-to-love-me cd.. short enough for him to be able to hear the whole thing once on the way to work.. clever girl... [...]

This is some seriously difficult shit I'm facing here.. because while today I am more optomistic after I was able to more clearly describe just how endlessly I love him, tomorrow will be a new battle, I'm sure. And the next day, and the next day.. but I've decided that I'll do pretty much anything to get him back, regain his trust and prove to him that his heart was always my most treasured possession. Whether or not it was ever truly mine?... Irrelevant because I kept it as my own, and I want it back!

this love branches out like an oak tree reach for the sky and roots to the sea
how many roads must i trun to find me a place where the bridge hasnt burned

All of these lines across my face
Tell you the story of who I am
So many stories of where I've been
And how I got to where I am
But these stories don't mean anything
When you've got no one to tell them to
It's true...I was made for you
I climbed across the mountain tops
Swam all across the ocean blue
I crossed all the lines and I broke all the rules
But baby I broke them all for you, oh
Because even when I was flat broke
You made me feel like a million bucks
You do
I was made for you
You see the smile that's on my mouth
It's hiding the words that don't come out
And all of my friends who think that I'm blessed
They don't know my head is a mess
No, they don't know who I really am
And they don't know what
I've been through like you do
I was made for you...
All of these lines across my face
Tell you the story of who I am
So many stories of where I've been
And how I got to where I am
But these stories don't mean anything
When you've got no one to tell them to
It's true...I was made for you
 


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Tuesday, October 18th, 2005

Time:12:09 am.
hmmm.... i forgot about this...
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Tuesday, June 7th, 2005

Time:2:58 pm.
(x) smoked a cigarette
() smoked a cigar
(x) smoked anything else
() made out with a member of the same sex
() crashed a friend's car
() stolen a car


(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
() been fired
() been in a fist fight


(x) snuck out of my parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
() been arrested
() made out with a stranger
() gone on a blind date


(x) lied to a friend
() had a crush on a teacher
(x) skipped school
() slept with a co-worker
() seen someone die

(x) been to Canada
() been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
() thrown up in a bar


() purposely set a part of myself on fire
() eaten Sushi
() been snowboarding
(x) been moshing at a concert


() been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel


() had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up


(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school


() used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
() felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake


(x) been tickled
(x) been robbed
() robbed someone
(x) been misunderstood
() pet a reindeer/goat


() won a contest
(x) run a red light
() been suspended from school
(x) had detention
(x) been in a car accident


(x) had braces
(x) felt like an outcast
() eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
(x) danced in the moonlight


(x) hated the way you look
() witnessed a crime
() pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
() been obsessed with post-it notes


(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
() been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying


(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
() recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins


(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
() kissed in the rain


(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
() been kissed under a mistletoe
() watched the sun set with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
() made a bonfire on the beach


() crashed a party and took their tap
() Have Traveled more than 5 days with a car full of People
(x) gone rollerskating
(x) had a wish come true

(x) worn pearls
() jumped off a bridge
(x) screamed penis in class (or at a homeless man!)
() ate dog/cat food
(x) told a complete stranger you loved them
(x) sang in the shower
()have a little black dress
() Had sex in a park
(x) had a dream that you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something


() got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
() kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sexes clothes
(x) sat on a roof top


() had sex at a church/ hospital
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
(x) done a one-handed cartwheel
() talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night


() didn't take a shower for a week
() pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
() had a tree house
(x) are scared to watch scary movies alone


(?) believe in ghosts
() have more then 30 pairs of shoes
() worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
() gone streaking

(x) played chicken fight
(x) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
() been told you're hot by a complete stranger
() broken a bone
(x) been easily amused


() caught a fish then ate it
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed


(x) mooned/flashed someone
(x) had someone moon/flash you (...mitch)
(x) cheated on a test
(x) forgotten someone's name


(x) slept naked
(x) French braided someones hair
(x) gone skinny dippin in a pool
() been kicked out of your house
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Wednesday, April 27th, 2005

Time:6:05 pm.

i quit


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Tuesday, April 19th, 2005

Time:11:06 pm.
everybody should wear skirts.. its sooo much easier to pee in skirts... and then you can have joint bathroom time when youre peeing.. and no body can see your shit... well i mean not your SHIT in a literal sence.. but yer shiiit... you know??...

yeah you do
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Subject:i heart mitch
Time:11:03 pm.
First part - about you!
Second part - about meeee!

Fill out and reply as a comment.

1. Name:

2. Age:

3. Fave Color:

4. Fave Movie:

5. Fave Song:

6. Fave Band:

7. Most Embarrassing Moment:

8. Are you a virgin?

HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...

1. Are we friends?

2. Do you have a crush on me?

3. Would you kiss me?

4. ...with tongue?

5. Would you enjoy it?

6. Would you ever ask me out?

7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?

9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?

10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?

11.Would you walk on the beach with me?

12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?

13. Do you/have you talk shit about me?

14. Do you think I'm a good person?

15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)?

17.Do you think I'm hot?

18. If you could change anything about me -would you?

19.Would you have sex with me?

20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?

21. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
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Thursday, April 14th, 2005

Subject:everyone repost.. please
Time:5:54 pm.
Phillip Hollsworth, offered this good idea: This makes MUCH MORE
SENSE than the "don't buy gas on a certain day" campaign that
was going around last year! The oil companies just
laughed at that because they knew we wouldn't continue
to "hurt" ourselves by refusing to buy gas. It was more of an
inconvenience to us than it was a problem for them. BUT this idea is a plan that can really work.

Join the resistance!!!! I hear we are going to hit close to $3.00 a
gallon by the summer and it might go higher!!

Want gasoline prices to come down? We need to take some intelligent, united action.

By now you're probably thinking gasoline priced at about $1.50 is super cheap. Me too! It is currently $2.56 for regular unleaded in my town. Now that the oil companies and the OPEC nations have conditioned us to think that the cost of a gallon of gas is CHEAP at $1.50- $1.75, we need to take aggressive action to teach them that BUYERS control the marketplace....not sellers. With the price of gasoline going up more each day, we consumers need to take action. The only way we are going to see the price of gas come down is if we hit someone in the pocketbook by not purchasing their gas! And we can do that WITHOUT hurting ourselves.

How? Since we all rely on our cars, we can't just stop buying gas. But we CAN have an impact on gas prices if we all act together to force a price war.

Here's the idea: For the rest of this year, DON'T purchase ANY
gasoline from the two biggest companies (which now are one), EXXON and MOBIL. If they are not selling any gas, they will be inclined to reduce their prices. If they reduce their prices, the other companies will have to follow suit. But to have an impact, we need to reach literally millions of Exxon and Mobil gas buyers. It's really simple to do!! Now, don't wimp out on me at this point...keep reading and I'll explain how simple it is to reach millions of people!!

I am sending this note to about 1000 people. If each of you send it to at least ten more (1000 x 10 = 10,000) ... and those 10,000 will send it to at least ten more (10,000 x 10 = 100,000)...and so on, by the time the message reaches the sixth generation of people, we will have reached over TEN MILLION consumers. Acting together we can make a difference.

If this makes sense to you, please pass this message on. PLEASE HOLD OUT UNTIL THEY LOWER THEIR PRICES TO THE $1.30 RANGE AND KEEP THEM DOWN. THIS CAN REALLY WORK.

Kerry Lyle, Director, Research Coordinator

(ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS REPOST THIS BULLETIN!!!!!!!)
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Tuesday, April 5th, 2005

Subject:i have a splitting damn head ache and i have to read another damn book
Time:10:24 pm.
Mood: tired.
Music:toadies.
LAST TIME
1. KISSED YOUR COUSIN: on the cheek.. you know like on christmas and easter
2. RAN AWAY: for a few hours when i was younger
3. PICTURED SOMEONE NAKED: right now
4. SKIPPED SCHOOL: a few hours ago.. it was just one class and i was doing homework
5. BROKEN SOMEONE'S HEART: i dont think ive ever been that important before
6. BEEN IN LOVE: currenty
7. CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED: i cant remember.. probably when my grandpa died
8. WANTED SOMEONE YOU KNEW YOU COULDN'T HAVE: we've been through this.. im over it.. months and months ago
9. BROKEN A BONE: never
10. DONE SOMETHING EMBARRASSING: every 15 minutes
11. LIED: i probably fibbed today.. nothign important though or id remember
12. CRIED IN SCHOOL: ooh highschool probably

WHICH IS [BETTER]...
13. COKE OR PEPSI: pepsi
14. SPRITE OR 7UP: niether yuck
15. GIRLS OR GUYS: guys.. girls are snotty and dramatic and guys .. well for me theyre the opposite sex.. how could i not
16. FLOWERS OR CANDY: flowers
17. SCRUFF OR CLEAN SHAVEN: hmm...both i like a lot of scruff as much as a clean shave.. but the scruffs gotta be long enough not to hurt.. that in between shit is killer
18. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES: i used to like dark hair but im finding i like light a lot better..
19. BITCHY OR SLUTTY: bitchy.. you cant get std's with bitchy
20. TALL OR SHORT: tall
21. PANTS OR SHORTS: pants
22. NIGHT OR DAY: night

WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX...
23. WHAT DO YOU NOTICE FIRST? eye contact i guess.. talk to me
24. LIKE BEING SPANKED: cant say i like being spanked neccessarily but a little butt attention isnt a bad thing
25. WORST QUESTION FOR THEM TO ASK: ill let you know, i cant think of any bad ones ive heard lately
26. SHOWERED? please
27. DONE IT OUTSIDE? nope
28. HAD SEX: yeah.. shouldnt those two questions be opposite in order?

ABOUT YOU...
29. EVER BEEN ENGAGED/MARRIED: nope
30. YOUR GOOD LUCK CHARM: i dont think i have one, but a lady bug landed on me today.
31. PERSON YOU HATE MOST: im in such a good mood i dont even want to think of them
32. BEST THING THAT HAS HAPPENED TO YOU: im about to get girly...
33. MISSING ?? i dont know what this means
34. PICTURE ON YOUR DESKTOP: NO BLOOD FOR OIL.. a picture i took of a tag on campus
35. COLOR: green
36. MOVIE OF THE WEEK: iron jawed angels
37. ARTIST OR BAND: (of the week) dillinger four
38. CARS:i like my civic just fine thanks
39. ICE CREAM: chocolate bryers
41. FOOD: hmm..i like eggs a whole lot...
42. CERTAIN PERSON THAT MAKES YOU LAUGH THE MOST: dan kelly makes me laugh
43. MAKES YOU SMILE: that would be patrick
44. CAN MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER NO MATTER WHAT: mary jo ellen lisa and deena ... whenever its bad enough to call on the powers of four i know the job'll get done
45. HOW OLD WERE YOU WHEN YOU HAD SEX FIRST? stop laughing
46. HOW MUCH WOULD YOU BE WORTH IN BED? ha ha i dont knwo
48. GIVES YOU A FUNNY FEELING WHEN YOU SEE THEM: funny like abd or funny like good...
49. SIT BY THE PHONE WAITING FOR A PHONE CALL ALL NIGHT:thats not a question but i guess it would be pat.. dont typically have to wait long he calls when he says he'd gonna
50. SAVE AIM CONVERSATIONS: i have on occasion, i have a horrible memory
51. SAVE E-MAILS: not usually i dont get save-worthy emails.. but sometimes my mom sends me sonethign cute.. then ill keep it
52. FORWARDED SECRET E-MAILS: secret?? no chain mail on occasion
53. WISH YOU WERE SOMEONE ELSE: wish i looked like someone else.. or rather look like abetter me..
54. WISH YOU WERE A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX: i may have thought about it once or twice but im sure i was menstrating then
55. WEAR PERFUME/COLOGNE: victoria's secret angels somethign or other
56. KISS: see agiain with this .. kiss: what does this mean?? favorite kiss?? when you feel like someone kisses you like they mean it
57. CUDDLE: yes cuddle is good and i find that it is also unanimous
58. GO ONLINE FOR LONGER THAN EIGHT HOURS AT A TIME: god never..
59. FALLEN FOR YOUR BEST FRIEND? no
60. MADE OUT WITH JUST A FRIEND? nope
61. KISSED TWO PEOPLE IN THE SAME DAY? no, it almost happened once but i wouldnt it was bad
62. HAD SEX WITH TWO DIFFERENT PEOPLE IN THE SAME DAY? no. geeze i couldnt handle the kiss thing that wouldve killed me
63. BEEN REJECTED? oh yeah.
64. BEEN IN LOVE? yes
65. BEEN IN LUST? yes yes yes and ive learned the diffference.. love is so much better
66. USED SOMEONE? no
67. BEEN USED? almost, but i dont get too close to people i dont trust so luckily no.
68. DUMPED SOMEONE? no
69. BEEN CHEATED ON? a little bit, sort of not technically but yes
70. BACK DOORED IT? what a charming way to phrase it. no ha ha
71. DONE SOMETHING YOU REGRET? of course who hasnt?...

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
72. YOU TOUCHED? pat
73. YOU TALKED TO? laura jane
74. YOU HUGGED? pat
75. YOU INSTANT MESSAGED? mar jo
76. YOU KISSED ON THE CHEEK? my dad
77. YOU YELLED AT? some guy driving today.. asshole
78. YOU DREAMED ABOUT? pat, but it was bad..
79. WHO TEXT MESSAGED YOU? pat. wow im a huge nerd
80. WHO BROKE YOUR HEART? it wasnt even close
81. WHO TOLD YOU THEY LOVED YOU? patrick

DO YOU...
82. COLOR YOUR HAIR? yes sir/ma'am
83. HAVE TATTOOS? yes i do two and counting
84. HAVE PIERCING? ears (7)
85. BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND? i have a boy
86. OWN A WEBCAM? nope
88. EVER GET OFF THE DAMN COMPUTER? im never on the damn computer
89. SPRECHEN SIE DEUTSCH? no but i knwo what you just said
90. HABLA ESPANOL? very basic
91. BUY DESIGNER: no and michelle would be ashamed

HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU...
92. STOLEN ANYTHING? i have shop lifted and felt pretty bad about it
93. SMOKE? i do but i really want to quit again .. i need a partner in it though
94. SCHIZOPHRENIC? not that i know of but let me know if you catch me doing somethign iffy
95. OBSESSIVE? everyones a little oc
96. COMPULSIVE? yeah like i said
97. OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE? ok, here we go.
98. PANIC: ive had my share of anxioty
99. ANXIETY? thats funny.
100. STRESSED? horribly.. but im kicking ass in school working on the weekends and still have the best friends in the world and the most wonderful guy ive ever met
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Tuesday, March 8th, 2005

Subject:i know im gonna lose this and i liked it too much
Time:1:05 am.
Mood:overwhelmed.
Music:big bang baby-stone temple pilots.
----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: carrie baby
Date: Feb 11, 2005 01:06 PM

Choose a band or artist and answer all the question only using their song titles


carrie

Artist: Bouncing Souls

Are you female or male: quick check girl

Describe yourself: late bloomer

How do some people feel about you: you're so rad

How do you feel about yourself: born to lose

Describe Your ex girlfriend/boyfriend: the toilet song

Describe your current crush: some kind of wonderful

Describe where you want to be: punks in vegas

Describe what you want to be: the something special

Describe how you live: party at 174

Describe how you love: hopeless romantic

Share a few words of wisdom: fight to live
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Saturday, March 5th, 2005

Subject:the night is young!
Time:2:26 am.
Mood: productive.
Music:that stupid shit on the radio.
who came home early instead of staying out all hours of the night partying?

a chick with homework...

achick.. with priorities...

you can call me carrie.

RROOOOAAAAAARRRRRR
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Wednesday, February 23rd, 2005

Subject:the cøh show on saturday
Time:3:59 pm.
Mood: okay.
this is gonna be short and sweet cause i havent bothered to put these pictures up but really shouldve days ago...

Creatures Øf Habit

at the saint feb. 19 )



they need more shows... and more kids to go to them... becasue they work very hard and their music is proof... its funny how the only people who read this were either there with me (laura) or already know (chelle)... and then of course my darling mitch walla who always tunes in to this pothetic excuse for a journal... but anyway, pat keith and justin are a bunch of fun, good-looking guys in a band.. and who ever found anything wrong with that scenario?? they dont suck, so check them out..


i have a headache... theres a car alarm that wont stop BEEPING and i have to read a book... the whole thing
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Tuesday, February 22nd, 2005

Subject:this is the text message i got last night...
Time:2:26 pm.
Mood: sick.
Music:dillinger four.
Message from:
pat
:() thats a kiss good
night for u and so u
feel better

Recieved:
11:53PM 02/21

_______________________________________



im feeling better already..
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Thursday, February 17th, 2005

Subject:lovemuffin??
Time:8:25 pm.
If you woke up and I was in bed with you, what would be your first thought?


(Now post this in your LJ and find out what mine would be)
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Tuesday, February 8th, 2005

Subject:GOL DAMN
Time:7:52 am.
its like 8 am and ive been reading all night... im not really tired, but if i dont get some sleep im going to be super bitch by about three o clock...

off to bed... till like 12.
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Subject:INSANE LAUGHTER
Time:12:24 am.
AAAND.... MY FUCKING CAR CD PLAYER..... IS

BROKEN!!

I'M FIIIINE!!!

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Subject:oh and then of course theres this...
Time:12:09 am.
Mood:peachy.
Home Phone: $67.04 Due Jan.31 PAST DUE
Cell Phone: $87.00 (minimum) Due Jan.31 PAST DUE
Car Insurance: $130.85 Due Feb.01 PAST DUE
Car Registration (lapsed): $90(?) Due Jan.31 PAST DUE
School Books: $180.00 Should've had by Jan.28 PAST DUE
_____________________________________________________________________________________

TOTAL: $554.89
Nervous Breakdown: Priceless.

and then of course theres the $100 parking ticket and the two phone bills and car insurance for this month on their way... im worth more dead than alive... and the kicker is... i cant do any school work cause i spent my damn book money on my cats hospital visit and medication... AND i owe christi like 300 dollars from december for getting the cat squared away to begin with...im goign to get me a credit card tomorrow if it kills me... i know thats not the right way to fix this but the way i see it is its the only way... and if i can pay some bills with it then ill buy myself some more time to make money and pay that bill off... dont you just love america... jersey insurance, and bankrupcy??.... I DO!!
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Tuesday, January 11th, 2005

Subject:my brother jimi
Time:11:33 pm.
static1063: butthead
WolfPackSix: lil snot
static1063: is laura coming to your house tomorrow
WolfPackSix: think so
WolfPackSix: u2?
static1063: well im stuck here so i hope so
static1063: cause i need a ride back to my apt.
WolfPackSix: from her?
static1063: yeah
WolfPackSix: oh
static1063: and i need you to meet this boy eventually
static1063: so that needs to happen
WolfPackSix: bring him here
static1063: i think hes workign tomorrow
static1063: wait arent you working tomorrow
WolfPackSix: i can give him my little speech while he's here
WolfPackSix: til5
static1063: no thats the best part he doesnt need a speech cause he is a damn angel
static1063: seriously this kid is gold
WolfPackSix: ok
WolfPackSix: still gets the talk
WolfPackSix: i wont kill him... promice
static1063: k
WolfPackSix: just remember
WolfPackSix: theres only two people in the world you can trust completely
WolfPackSix: you are one of them
static1063: ok
static1063: and the other is george bush
static1063: hah!
WolfPackSix: yeah
WolfPackSix: right
static1063: no whos the other one
WolfPackSix: me. because you are the only person other than me i trust
static1063: aww
WolfPackSix: and i'd take several bullets for ya
WolfPackSix: and i'd send plenty pack their way
static1063: well he doesnt own a gun nor would he shoot at me ...
static1063: but i hear what you are saying
static1063: and i love you
WolfPackSix: i love you too
WolfPackSix: your the only person alive
static1063: for real
WolfPackSix: just dont let him hurt you
WolfPackSix: cause i'll hurt him bad
WolfPackSix: and i dont feel like going to jail
static1063: i wont.. its funny thought all his friends threaten me cause they all say he is the nicest most good person ever
WolfPackSix: i'll hurt them too
WolfPackSix: trust me, i'm capable of a lot of hurt
static1063: no they were joking theya re all cool as hell very good people
WolfPackSix: thats what my boys are for
static1063: lol i know this
WolfPackSix: and i got some scary boys
static1063: ha ha
static1063: so by the way steph whas it?... shes cute as hell
static1063: and sarcastic ... thats a huge plus
static1063: ha
WolfPackSix: yeah
WolfPackSix: she's a good kid
WolfPackSix: donno 100%
WolfPackSix: catholic but damn near athiest
static1063: interesting
WolfPackSix: and i donno if i'm 100% attracted to her
WolfPackSix: but a good kid no less
static1063: good company.. thats good. just have fun
WolfPackSix: yeah
WolfPackSix: we'll see
WolfPackSix: like i said
WolfPackSix: trust/love
WolfPackSix: not easy to gain
static1063: word.
WolfPackSix: especailly with me
static1063: i have a hard time getting comfortable with people
WolfPackSix: lol
WolfPackSix: YOU do
WolfPackSix: i dont even like me
static1063: i think we have more in common that we know
WolfPackSix: haha
static1063: how can you say that
WolfPackSix: say what
static1063: you dont like you
WolfPackSix: not a big fan
WolfPackSix: but
static1063: why
WolfPackSix: i'll keep me alive
static1063: well thats nice of you
WolfPackSix: thats a 24 year long story
WolfPackSix: regret and shit
WolfPackSix: but its all good
static1063: lets not open that can... regret... we will have it sometime.. the conversationg
WolfPackSix: yeah
WolfPackSix: long conversation
WolfPackSix: but regret is just a way of learning
WolfPackSix: i usually learn the hard way
WolfPackSix: thats all
WolfPackSix: but my wisdom is numbered greater than my years
static1063: sorry im on mar's computer she needs to get on
static1063: but ill definately be there tomorrow
WolfPackSix: ok
WolfPackSix: later
WolfPackSix: be safe
static1063: k bye jimi
static1063: will do ... tell matsi i said hi
WolfPackSix: k
static1063: nite
Comments: 1 headphone - keep the noise low.

Tuesday, December 21st, 2004

Subject:party deuce
Time:11:14 pm.
use 195 West. all the way until the exits go back up to 60.
use the exit for 295 South. you will be on 295 S for roughly 35 minutes.
Follow signs for 42 South. this will be a left exit. you will only be on 42 S for about 1.5 miles.
once on 42 S watch for signs for 55 South.
take 55S and stay on until exit 50. use exit 50A for 322 East. 50B comes first, 50A is directly past it.
follow 322 East straight past the university and through traffic lights until Delsea Dr. (you can only go left or right)
make a right onto Delsea Dr.
after the second light (at the Texaco) make a left onto High st. this is the road we live off of.
On High St. you will pass houses on either side of the road, on your left there will be a small open field, then a closed food mart. start to slow down at the food mart and put on your left blinker (i almost blew past the turn the first time).
the next driveway is Park Crest Villages. make a left into this complex. you want to go in that first entrance because its easier to get to our apartment from it.
once you are in Park Crest you'll go over a speed bump... then you'll come up to some guard rails in front of you, dont make a complete turn but vere right... park anywhere along that next building on your right (or anywhere you can find parking)
just look for our cars we are #372..
its so much less complicated to get to than it sounds
Comments: 2 headphones - keep the noise low.

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